father’s heart

yesterday we went over to JB, to my auntie’s house. kless went over in the afternoon with the girls. i drove over after work, was stuck in the traffic for ard 2hours. really at times, i wanted to just get out of the jam and turn back home. but the images of kless and the girls taking bus home is just too difficult to handle.

when i reached my auntie’s house, all 3 ladies were there at the door waiting for their man. as usual, jayne was waiting for me to carry her. so without much thought, i carried her over. walked into the house, went to the dining table, all still carrying jayne. then suddenly, joey came over and asked me to carry her too. wow! at that moment, i was so guilty. i felt so ashamed that i have neglected joey.

of course without anymore delay, i handed jayne back to kless and gave joey a big hug. she was super happy, kissing me on the cheek.

i love both my girls. frankly speaking, i do not have any favourites. if i do, i will say probably it’s kless. i once asked myself a stupid question. if i need to make a choice between my daughters or wife, i will choose my wife. but that is not the topic today.

i love joey and jayne equally. but i have to constantly remind myself to be fair. never to allow any one daughter to feel neglected. it’s not easy girls, but papa will try…

today jayne is sick. high fever and vomiting. took her to see a GP and then to KK hospital. she was so weak and lethargic. everytime i carry her in my arms, she will just slump into my chest and sleep. really pains my heart to see her go thru the pain. everytime she drinks her milk, she ends up vomiting it out. i can see that she is very hungry, but nothing stays in.

baby, papa is praying for you. get well soon! papa loves you!

Love is …..

when you watches someone’s back as they walk away and can’t take your eyes away…

In His time

saw a vision of a cuckoo clock during prayer meeting yesterday. in everything we do, there is a specific time for it to mature.

in God’s time, we do not need to hurry.

Emo for Liverpool

we can be emo about so many things. but right now (1243pm) sitting at starbucks i can’t help but feel sad for my beloved Liverpool FC.

before you judge me, i do care and feel for the people in Haiti too.

we are out of CL, we are now out of FA Cup. we are long out of Carling Cup. we are almost certain out of EPL champion dream, just hoping to finish 4th, if possible.

but on top of all these, the best players in the team got injured. Torres out for 6 weeks, Gerrard out for 2 weeks, Benayoun out for 4 weeks.

WHAT IS HAPPENING???

can’t wait for this season to be over. maybe the Carlsberg curse will be over, with the new sponsor Standard Chartered Bank in, let’s hope we will be starting a new successful era soon.

i know my ManU friends will once again say the same old things again.. but it’s ok! we are a group of supporters who will always believe..

my tag line for this year:
see the invisible! believe the incredible! receive the impossible!

Singapore Tat2 Show 2010

went to the show this afternoon. tho the crowd was much lesser, but the excitement is still fantastic. i think this year there are more participating tattoo artists involved compared to last year.

of course, the very prestigious guest Chris Garver (Miami Ink Fame) is here this year again. the master at work.

however this year’s special guest is this lady from LA Ink Fame, the beautiful Kim Saigh…wooo!!

another guest is Tim Hendricks who occasionally appears in Miami Ink Fame.

but i think the biggest crowd puller this year has to be debutant Japanese tattoo master, Shige. he is cool!

besides the common machine-needle tattoo at work, this year for the first time i saw live old-traditional inking style. not sure is it more painful than the usual style..

some pics of tattooist masters at work

award winning tattoos on show

this guy is one of the visitor, but obviously his unique art pieces all over his body caught several onlookers and people are queuing to take photos with him.

my own ink when i enter the hall

like last year, i made a decision to buy a t-shirt from the show for keepsakes. so i found a nice tiger tee. the year of tiger and also my year!
 

waiting for year 2011

the best thanksgiving

last sunday was the annual gathering for our gang of friends. we are an unique group of friends. ranging from 20 to 35. but yet we can share a joke together, tease one another, encourage one another. of course, it’s always a superb blessing to have a friend like Tristan who is rich and yet so approachable and generous enough to allow us to use his wonderful house to have a pool-side steamboat.

house = 100 points
food = 100 points
gift = 100 points
fellowship = 1,000,000 points

 

 

1 odd photo

tristan took this photo with a wide-angle lens. i think i look like a ghost…